To Think
I might have nearly forgotten I had wordpress. Totally caught up with work even after hectic weeks. Tons still undone and towards the things that I need and want to do, this year can’t just end yet! But it is ending and what’s the best thing is, I believe so much greater is in store in the year to come! Been looking back and thinking all morning (despite looking at Mircosoft Excel for those who know). I can’t fathom how far I’ve come, with the people around me, with God, by God, in God! Thank God for everything!
Oh and have anyone noticed my room is painted? Yes. I’m left with designing it! Hee! Oh oh and I heard this song a few days back. Here you go.
Hee. Back to work. Wait, I haven’t eaten breakfast on the table.
E.
Art’s Being All Around
I’m at The Connoisseur Concerto (TCC) about to leave. Enjoyed an amazing Smoke Salmon Avo-bayon (must try!!) and including an awesome Bael Hot tea. But I decided to type this down before I go. I’ve been flipping through Lürzer’s Archive books I got from NAFA’s fair (I’m going to get more other books tomorrow) and too writing, enjoying, listening and observing here. I realized that TCC has amazing people around. Beside me is currently 2 ladies talking about the Art society, traditional Art, modern Design. Now talking about an Artist About relationship building to the community as an Artist. Traveling around etc. And now again speaking about status quo. Wait a minute! Wait! Oh man! They are people from Arts Fest! No, wait! National Arts Council! Oh man! I’ve got to say Hi to them! And speak to them! Soon! Soon! Oh man. Times like these I wish I had a name card! Oh man! I’m nervous. But my heart’s itching! I got to! I have to! I must!
Yes, this time the song applies. Dare you to move!
Eunice.
“Nothing Beats That”
Me: “I realize I hardly take photos with you!”
Joey: “Are you complaining about it?”
Me: (Silence)
Joey: “Yes you are.”
It’s rather amazing you learn even more stuff than you already have even though you’ve been to the same exhibitions once again. Perhaps it’s different with different people, with different eyes, different viewpoints and different perspectives. This line just pondered me, so is it similarities or differences that bring people together? Like a table for one, is it a table for everyone?
Think, think, think. My favorite thing to do.
Yes. And I’m a small girl, with big dreams.
Eunice.
A Series Of Unfortunate Events
I did not understood.
I did not knew why.
I did nearly switched off because of the state I was in.
But I prayed and pressed on,
I heard the Word,
I realized all that had been happening,
I started to knew why it happened out of the blue yesterday,
I recognized what was being done.
I chose to do otherwise,
I decided to get out from where I was.
I thought my mind and body was failing,
And that I could not.
But I jumped out of ‘limited zone’.
The headache was gone, and I found strength.
I heard what I desperately needed to hear for a long time.
The series of Unfortunate events turned out a Fortunate one.
Yes, just get rid of it.
Wrecked,
Euny.
My maid’s cammy. And I’m supposed to be in church soon. Frame Per Sec
I’ve been painting, watching tons of short films, a few animations, recently Art and Copy, movies to come and drawings to do. And of course, my daily written down stuff here and there. Here’s something I wrote today on the bus, “It seems like the clouds in tiny singapore are getting nicer each day. Mesmerizing. And it doesn’t stop here.”
What are you recording?
New Season, New Day
I am confident most of us found Festival Of Praise a blast. I was totally life wrecked, heart wrecked, mind wrecked and I came out brand new. It’s never too late to rise up now, and make the change. So much to say, but the night’s calling me to bed. Nighty!
Love, Me.
One Click For A Show
Currently lovin’ this song! I totally love the intros and the transitions of each scene to another! Completely in hand with the music! Ideas ideas ideas! I have so much in mind that I’m making sure I’m planning an overview of all my ideas and working on them. :D
Creativity.
As my artist statement goes, I believe the only reason that limits our capabilities deals with our mind. It is only when we begin to muster every ounce of courage to use our wildest imagination, then our possibilities finally become limitless. To achieve beyond our abilities, we need to unleash creativity without walls, way beyond boundaries.
It’s one click for a show. Hold back, and you’ll get nothing. I am created more than just where I am now. I am going forward in Faith. I am stretching my spiritual muscles and getting ready for more.
I believe for Even Greater. In my family, lifegroup, ministries, friends and my walk with God. God is My Reason for Reasons. :)
Eunice.
Best Days Ahead!
Hello earthlings!
Today marks the day of my Year 2 Sem 1 Module registration which opens at 9am. It’s 2:14am nao and hopefully I’ll be awake in time to camp in front of my Mac Book Pro to be NAFA’s number one kiasu kid! :x Oh and not to mention I can’t wait for school to start! Not simply about the fact that it’s a whole new season, I’m going to have Sangeetha around too to meet up for lunch, chit chat and spend time with! How cool is school going to get? :D
Next plan on the list: What’s the best thing on this Friday? I’m heading out with Best Friend and Jason!! Good food and Toy Story 3 3D are on the way! Talk about best days ahead, I bet I’m already having the best people around me with the best life planned for me! Smiles :D Euny is one happy kid!
Oh and pardon me, I can’t get this song out of my head. Hee!
Love, Euny. ^^V
Mummy’s going to church everyweek!
Nothing could ever fantom how great God is! His love, His grace, His mercy, His forgiveness and Him for being Him!
Looking years back when I was younger, I always wanted to attend church but I couldn’t – Yet here I am today! And when I started attending church and lifegroup, I realized how much I wanted my parents to experience the same love and joy I received from my Savior! I didn’t want them to miss the greatest thing ever, ever, EVER!
But for a start, even going to church was tough. Sometimes I wasn’t allowed to church, sometimes I had to leave early. Sometimes I totally miss lifegroups, and sometimes days of living were tough because I went to church. Days, weeks, months and years of praying time and again felt like a dimming light, but God was always there to hear my prayers without fail.
There were gazillions of situations and circumstances that happened inbetween my parents and I. Besides, I admit the fact I wasn’t a very good kid at home especially with my horrible attitude back then. Sheesh! Finally after so many years I was ready to admit it. The tone I spoke to them was the greatest factor, resulting the amount of arguments and bad relationship I had with my parents. And as an immature young child, I’d always blame my parents having bad attitude and a nagging issue – when the dominating factor could only be one answer: me.
The past year till date I allowed God to really mold me in my character and attitude in the area of treating my parents. I cut down talking back, I quit the habit of answering in a bad tone and frankly it was a tough roller coaster ride!! But with God, what isn’t possible at all?
To cut the long story short, I brought my parents to church last Sunday and attended service with them! I really believe God has touched both my parents’ hearts during that amazing service! Mum did cried, and Dad stayed all the way and listened to the service too! I was so amazed at God’s love for my family and how much it really impacted their lives on Sunday afternoon. :) When pastor told those who were married and whose spouse was around to give each other a hug, I looked at mum and dad and smiled. :) And I knew God was smiling too.
Today when mum called over the phone at work, she told me she’ll go to church every Sunday! Despite whether I was going or not, because she understands I attend on Saturdays already! I told her I would love to if I wasn’t too tired. And after hanging up the call, you wouldn’t imagine how overwhelmed I was! I was so overjoyed, like how a small kid would feel when mummy gave her her favorite toy! Praise God!
I’m really thankful and I really see God’s fingerprints on my family! Our priceless value to Him, God loves us just too deeply! And not just us, He loves our families too! The change was tough for me, but it was totally worth it. :)
Eunice.
“I made you special every single day.”
I’ll blog more soon! With plenty of pictures! Today was amazing! Everyday is! And I know there’s more than this! (Ps. I look Sec4 again!)
“I love you flawed” – God
Eunice.
Like A Child
Dad, can I?
No, my son.
Aw man. Why not, Dad?
Because I love you.
It came to my mind since yesterday morning, the times where people, things, situations were place right there and then in our lives. I pondered about the very reason circumstances which took place and words which people spoke in life itself. The paths we chose, the bridges we walk across and the void that people allow different substances to fill.
It also came to my mind about what Joey wrote and talked about – Since God is both omnipotent and omnipresent, He must have known that Adam and Eve would have sinned by choosing that forbidden fruit over His love. He must have been there witnessing the act before it occurred, before He started creating. If He knew why would He have planted the tree of knowledge of good and evil in the first place? Sin would not have entered. Death would not exist. Even if He planted it, why not intervene when Adam and Eve ate? He still planted it there anyway. One word. Why?
While I was running, while I was photo-shooting, while I was traveling. The events that took place yesterday and days before, I kept asking God to surround me as I go through each passing day. Times where it was seemingly difficult, moments where it feels alright, seasons where emotions can’t be bore and flashbacks sinks in …
Eunice, I’m here. And I still love you.
I know I am unable to cover up my past wrongs; be it doing things my own way or living a tired mundane life. Times where I turned away and searched for answers I can never understand. But amazing what loves does, it covers a multitude of sins. He protected me out of love.
Life is like a book, we are an empty unfilled pen and God is like the pen ink. Without God, we will only be writing more empty pages in our life – Thinking “I am a pen, I can fill these pages up!” Sooner, we will keep writing and forcing something onto the page, and still failed to realize the paper is slowly tearing apart. And times like these, we question the single word. Why?
I thought back at how much God has worked in my life, and the times I attempted to survive without Him back then. Last night, I smiled. The times where God said no, it was all because He loves me and He wanted to protect me out of love. God has done so much, but it was still up to me to choose between the bridge by my own or with Him. And I have made up my mind, despite my constant growth in age, I do not want to think I am big enough to walk on my own. Because I am always His child.
My Heavenly Dad always has the best for me and He loves me dearly to give me nothing but the best. All I ever needed was that ink fill, that refill because I am empty on ink. And with God, I am then able to fill up my book with the best! The life I am meant to live!
Because God whispered,
“I loved you enough to give you the freedom to choose between that fruit and my love.”
Eunice.
Tapping In His Love
Love woke me up in the morning, and I said “God, my day is Yours!”
We go through each day, we start on every work, we rush through every business and rest at every break – No matter the circumstance, we need God in every moment of our lives. :)
Lets begin to tap on His love and His empowerment to live the life we were meant to live.
Eunice.
In Progress
Indesign is finally over. I heard of one failure already though, and I really hope it isn’t me. Yep. Today was fun and in fact, totally awesome. I’m amazed at the times where God speaks to me where I didn’t get at first, but later on I’ll say, “Oh. Now I get it!”
After heading to school to submit my Indesign work for Digital Art, I headed down to Clementi to meet KK, Yanzhao and Keony. From there, Keony drove us to East Coast where we roller bladed. :) Yep! I fell numerous times today, more often than usual (which was supposed to be none or at most once). Slowly I am learning how to break, not a hard stomp, but a gentle drag from directly behind. Why today was so amazing is because the pictures I captured in my head today of various scenes, seem to have laid messages in my heart when I finally settled down at home after a fun day.
We keep on beginning and failing. Each time we fail, start all over again, and we will grow stronger until we have accomplished a purpose – not the one we began with perhaps, but one we’ll be glad to remember. In all things: Courage. Have patience with all things, but chiefly have patience with ourselves. Do not lose courage in considering our own imperfections, but instantly set about remedying them – every day begin the task anew.
The skate park was the place where most thoughts came to my head, even the moments after we left the skate park. Thoughts of, Will I take the bowl and would I come up safely? Will I try even in the midsts of pressure? Will I fall and climb back up stronger? Will I get injured, try again or give up? Will I stick to my timings or allow the ticketing man to go ahead and charge me? Will I climb up the tough road and realize the rewards I have before me? Will I take a break, stop, view and enjoy His presence? Will I bend forward and let Jesus take my wheels?
God tugged my heart and I looked up. The skies were beautiful, which reminded me of His promise He is always there. He never left me, and when I needed Him, He wasn’t too far away. Too I wonder, where would I be without You Jesus? God is good, beyond my imagination. He is able, He is perfect, and He is my Dad who is always there.
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Keony showed me this song. Which is really nice. :)
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God’s timing and accuracy amazed me too much. And I know, He is serious about this. He told me before, and it happened. He said after assessments it begins, and true enough immediately, it began.
Faith – Forsaking all, I trust Him.
God, I lay down all for You to do Your work through me. I pray that I will follow Your ways and do Your will. Dad, I know You love Your people way too deeply, deeper than the deepest seas. I want to touch lives God, I want to help and change people’s lives for the better. You are good, You are able! And through You, nothing is impossible! And You have never let us walked alone.
At first I sensed a Mission. Now, the Mission is in progress.
Eunice.
Seasons
HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! (Soon to be, after Monday. Since I have 1 more work to complete and hand in.) In any case, I declare this a new season, of learning, growing, going deeper and further in Christ! That’s all I really want to say now.
Nights, Indesign has an appointment with me early in the morning. :)
Eunice.
Everything I Live For
School has been piling me with heavy loads of work. Not to mention I’m physically worn out, mentally too I presume. In any case, I’m selling my Fujifilm Polaroid to Ivy soon, and after that I’ll be looking for my Polaroid SX-70.
I terribly would love to have this. Personally, I feel Polaroids do bring joy and a certain amount of happiness to people. The excitement to see the moment captured instantly. Not forgetting the feel of having a film picture and a digital one, they are completely different stories.
Oh, and I celebrated my best birthday this year, YET! :)
Finally, lets end this post with a song that has been with me the past few days. Matthew West’s You Are Everything. An awesome song. God is standing right in front of me, with arms wide open and all I know is every day is filled with hope.
Where would I be without someone to save me?
Someone who won’t let me fall.
Love, Euny (who can’t wait for Sunday!).
Faith 